15 jun 2009

Kimi wo, Kimi wo...

... Ai shiteru... ^^

Nee, aishitara
Dare mo ga konna kodoku ni naru no?
Nee, kurayami yori mo
Fukai kurushimi dakishimeteru no?

Nani mo kamo ga futari kagayaku tame
Kitto

Kimi wo kimi wo aishiteru
Kokoro de mitsumeteiru
Kimi wo kimi wo shinjiteru
Samui yoru mo...

Nee, koishite mo dare ni mo itsuka
Owari ga kuru no?
Nee, aozora yori mo sunda
Tokimeki suteteshimau no?

Kisetsu kawari no kaze
Michi o hashiru zutto

Kimi wo kimi wo aishiteru
Kokoro de mitsumeteiru
Kimi wo kimi wo shinjiteru
Samui yoru mo...

Tatoe ashita nakushite mo
Anata wo ushinatte mo
Dekiru kagiri no egao de kagayakitai

Namida de ima yobikakeru
Yakusoku nado iranai
Kimi ga kureta taisetsu na tsuyosa da kara

Hitomi de ima yobikakeru
Yakusoku nado iranai
Hitomi de ima te o nobasu
Samui yoru mo...

Ich liebe dich ^^

8 jun 2009

Mägo

Siempre has soñado con poder salir
de tu cárcel de cristal
y las paredes de tu habitación
se parten el culo de ti

Hoy los barrotes que hacen tu prisión
son el miedo a fracasar
son invisibles, son un disfraz
con el que amueblaron tu hogar

Deja de llorar
por lo que un día perdiste
deja ya de esperar
que el tiempo te calme
la ausencia que causa un adiós

Deja de llorar
tus lágrimas te van a ahogar
sálvate
y no te fallaré

Echa a andar
y si la vida te pisa
desenvaina una sonrisa
y vuélvete a levantar

Se que es muy fácil ponerme en tu piel
se que es jodido vivir
pero no existe fuerza motriz
más fuerte que tu voluntad

Deja ya de esperar
y achica tus penas con risas
no quita la soledad
las manchas de olvido
que deja un adiós al pasar

7 jun 2009

True Blood

I HATE talking with you sometimes... xD... You make my head roll and roll...

Yep, the books of True Blood were written before Twilight, I'm sorry Stephanie ^^. And yes, I can't do anything, for God's sake...

You don't know how I feel... How would you feel if through all your life you had discovered that you can't do anything properly? That all your friends can do all the things that you ever wanted to do?

You make efforts every fucking day, but then, you are in the same point. In the same fucking point. When I was younger, a little kid, I tried to draw a lot, trying to draw Goku, Optimus Prime and, of course, a lot of simple draws... But I couldn't do it. It's my damn curse I think.
You can draw a bit, you can also write, and of course, act. And I'm pretty sure that you can do many things too. But please, put yourself in my side. All your life, a failure after a failure, always the same shit... Until at a point, you are tired of this, plain and simple, you feel tired...

I hate this, I hate myself. I can't do a fucking thing. You say I can write, yeah. Yes, I can get some words and put them together, EVERYBODY can do that. If can't even write about my fucking stories, how could I write about Peace and those Beautiful things?

I just can play games and study something, what else can I do? Nothing

I just want you to come up here and tell me what can I do. Just that... I'm not useful for the world, you know me, you know that I can't do a fucking thing properly. I fail at all that I try to do. Or maybe, if you could take this fucking feeling that I have, I would be very happy.

People tell me that I have higher capacities than the other. Well, I think that they tell me that because I've got a big cock, 'cause I can't see the rest of the higher capacities... Just tell me what can I do... Just that...